The Surgeon Part 2: Patients
She often stared at herself in the full length mirror of her bathroom, she had always taken good care of her body, but the years had started to take their toll.. She wasn’t fighting it – she was aging gracefully, her eyes and hands just as sharp and steady as they always had been.
She looked at the face staring back at her. She was a monster, and she knew it - the things that she did to other women were utterly unconscionable, but as she pushed her cart around the grocery store nobody would guess that her hobby was torturing and mutilating beautiful women for her own sexual gratification.
She didn’t target a specific race, age or hair color, but her lifelong kink was for for athletic women. She loved the visual spectacle of their bodies – the sculptured lines and subtle bulges of their muscles, but she also appreciated their psychological toughness and motivation that was needed to maintain their bodies in peak physical condition. She knew that the women she targeted valued their physical health and appreciated the amazing things their body was capable of, and she enjoyed this because she delighted in forcefully taking all of that away from them - the psychological torture of being held captive, and having their basic freedoms stripped away from gave her the most wonderful feeling of control over her victims.
Her tortures were far from the superficial ones one some of the websites she occasionally browsed, where the marks would quickly fade from the victim’s body. Her tortures were more permanent in their nature, often significantly modifying her victims’ bodies as a part of the process. A significant part of her pleasure in this was seeing how these women processed the damage that was being inflicted on their were doing to their bodies, and realizing that even if they could somehow escape the nightmare they found themselves in, their lives would never be the same.
Watching the gradual understanding that they may would never again be able to walk, or swim in the ocean or feel a mountain breeze on their face was every bit as enjoyable as the physical torture she so expertly administered.
Before she got fully underway with the more extreme procedures, she loved exploring their bodies and getting to know them intimately, feeling the strength in their muscles, tracing the lines of their tendons. When she got a new arrival, she would just often examine and massage their lithe limbs for hours, causing an extraordinary amount of pain as her strong fingers dug deeply into their flesh.
She would tie them in exposed positions that allowed her to delve deeply into their anatomy, particularly their genitals. A favorite position was to spread their muscular legs, and probe deeply into their most intimate areas – fingers, tools and tongues were used to explore their vagina, cervix, anus and uterus – urethral torture was something she had begun to enjoy immensely as well, sometimes she would suspend her victim by the ankles to add an extra dimension of helplessness while she intimately surveyed their bodies.
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She would also spread their jaws and explore their mouths and throats, testing their gag reflexes and toying with a dental drill on their teeth although she seldom inflicted any real harm as she liked her victims faces to remain unspoiled as much as possible throughout the process.
She loved breathplay in all it’s forms, from the desperate heaving breaths that a simple bag placed over the head could quickly produce, to the almost silent convulsing of a hanging. One of her particular favorite procedures to put her victims through was to put them on a ventilator while they were still conscious. It had been inspired by her time spent helping out in her hospital’s ICU during the pandemic, and she had worked out the right cocktail of drugs to keep her patients’ hearts beating, whilst incapacitating the rest of their muscles, leaving them fully conscious but utterly helpless.
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She would inject the cocktail of drugs, including some directly into their diaphragms, and then bind their unresisting bodies to the operating tables. She would then intubate them, forcing the laryngoscope deep into their windpipes, past their vocal chords, and leaving behind the flexible tube that would allow the ventilator to pump the air into their lungs, taking away even the usually unconscious freedom of breathing from the hapless victim.
The procedure itself was deeply unpleasant – in hospitals the patient was normally under a general anesthetic before being placed on a ventilator, having an object inserted deep down their throats and being unable to force it out was always utterly terrifying for her victims, especially tighty bound and unable to move their limbs, their eyes streamed tears as they desperately sought some mercy from the woman who now held their life in her hands.
To add to this already nightmarish scenario, she would often manipulate the oxygen levels provided by the ventilator, dropping the oxygen levels in their blood dangerously low and giving them the sensation of being endlessly suffocated while she continued with whatever other torments she had planned.
There were plenty of other medical procedures we was familiar with that she could use to humiliate, incapacitate and generally terrorize the women in her basement them if she chose to - she could extend the breathplay even further with a procedure called a phrenicotomy, which would paralyze their diaphragms and render them permanently dependent on a ventilator.. She could undertake a gastrostomy to allow them to be fed directly with a tube, and an ileostomy to deal with their solid waste, a a transurethral sphincterotomy and catheter to deal with their urine.. Often just describing these procedures to the helplessly bound women would send them in to fits of panic – it was rare she would do these procedures as there were far more enjoyable ways to inflict misery on her captives.
She had always enjoyed sex with women - she often wished she had been born a man to truly experience the thrill of forcing her way inside woman’s body and climaxing deep inside, she had even considered gender re-assignment surgery, but had ultimately decided against it, instead embracing her feminine side, and using her knowledge of her own body and it’s likes and dislikes, coupled with her anatomical expertise to intimately connect with her victims.
She didn’t handle and of the “collection” of her victims as she described it. She had a network of contacts both domestically and overseas with whom she dealt. None of them had ever met her in person, everything being arranged via the dark web. Once the contract was agreed and money exchanged, after several days (depending on the location of the collection) she would receive a location where she would find a vehicle left somewhere with the keys in which she would collect and drive away. Inside the vehicle would be her victim, heavily sedated and inescapably bound, along with a flash drive of any images or videos taken during her capture or the process leading up to it.
In the early days she had selected all her victims personally but during recent years, her contacts had started to suggest potential targets they thought she might enjoy – this was to everyone’s benefit as she was introduced to potential guests that she wouldn’t have otherwise noticed, and they received a substantial finders fee.
The whole process was expensive, but she had invested her substantial inheritance wisely, and money was not an issue.
Given the cost, she was happy to leave the details of these collections up to her associates. From her side, she was sure to leave no pattern to the location of her victims – they were always taken from widely differing locations, and even different countries, although this was always considerably more expensive, and reserved only for exceptional targets.
The advent of the internet had made her hobby significantly more interesting, and with the rise of social media, there were an ever-increasing number of women striving for attention online, there was no shortage of potential guests.
Over the years she had had the company of many women in her basement: college students, professional athletes, online influencers, career women who were amateur athletes, single women, married women, mothers, and even one grandmother almost her own age. She counted over half a dozen nationalities, and they had all suffered terribly at her hands.
Over the course of the last 3 decades she had slowly developed a small group of extremely select friends who she would on special occasions invite around to enjoy an evening or weekend with one of her victims. These events were always highlights for all the attendees – she was known as a gracious host with exquisite taste in wine, women and pain, and invitations were seldom turned down.
She very much enjoyed the mental aspects of her torture, so when her victims first arrived she would bind their wrists to a winch and stretch them out, still wearing the clothes they were abducted in. Once they were suitably bound she would administer the drugs to rouse them, and watch as they awoke, bound and gagged in the terrifying basement.
Using the large screen, she would introduce herself, and show the new captives images of themselves over the past weeks so they knew this wasn’t some random, unplanned act, she found that the knowledge that they had been targeted and stalked never failed to send a chill down their spines.
This was followed by screening of the victim’s abduction itself – always a favorite – these scenes were infinitely better than any commercial pornography could hope to match, no acting was involved, all the struggles and screams were real as the victims fought for their lives, and any invited guests always left with an encrypted drive of the material to watch at their leisure, along with recordings and images of the upcoming sessions.
By now the victims were ordinarily extremely distressed, and to ensure that they were under no illusions of what was about to happen to them, they would be shown some highlights from previous victims - it was obvious they were now captive in the same chamber, and her latest arrival would watch with mounting horror at the torture on screen, as the hours passed, and the scenes became more extreme, it wasn’t uncommon for the captive women to soil themselves, or even throw up.
She’d had to resuscitate one particularly squeamish girl who choked on her own vomit whilst gagged, apparently unable to stand the sight of a muscular woman very similar in physical appearance to herself fisted with her own recently amputated forearm.
Once these formalities were over, it was on to whatever tortures she had planned for the specific victim – she generally had something in mind from the moment she selected them, and she would use her upmost skill to keep her victims alive for as long as possible, being sure to document their suffering in exquisite detail in recordings and high-definition images throughout every stage of their ordeal.
From her work with trauma victims she was adept at providing sustenance to incapacitated patients, and could through a combination of intravenous fluids, feeding via a nasal tube or anal suppository, give her patients all the nutrition they needed to endure what she had planned for them next. Her record for keeping a woman alive in her basement was 3 months, although by the end the woman was utterly unrecognizable, having been deliberately placed on a starvation regime for the last few weeks of her wretched existence in the basement.
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Despite the care she administered, her tortures exacted a terrible toll on her victims, and even though they had arrived in prime physical condition, eventually they would succumb to their injuries, their ultimate demise always being captured in exquisite detail.
Sometimes a part of them would live on - another substantial source of income to fund her hobby was from the harvested organs of her victims – she always checked the blood type and screened for any infections when they arrived in the basement, and posted a notice to her contacts about approximately when the organs would be available. Organs from clean living, young international level athletes were highly sought after, and the prices paid were accordingly high.
Sometimes requests were also made for specific cuts of flesh from the women, she tried to accommodate where possible, the large fridges and freezers housing her drugs and the liquid foods she used to keep her victims alive often performing double duty as a meat locker until the packages could be claimed or discretely shipped.
Any remaining offal or flesh was ground - her 3 large German Shepherd dogs had acquired quite the taste for the mince, whenever they visited the veterinarian for their shots, he was amazed at how shiny there coats always were.
She tried to time the arrival of her victims with her holidays from work, and planning her schedule either side to allow her to spend the maximum amount of time with her unwilling guests. As she approached retirement, she had been able be more selective about her working hours which was a perk of growing older that she greatly valued.
It didn’t always work, and sometimes her victims arrived at inconvenient times and would have to endure prolonged periods of confinement while she was away.
What this did mean however that sometimes she would go for months without a new toy to entertain her. During these periods she would often go down to space with only the sound of the fridges and air conditioning running and watch the recordings of her sessions on the large screen. Her records of her victims were meticulously organized so she could quickly find any session or procedure from any of her victims over the years.
She often lamented the resolution of her earliest sessions – she’d always bought the highest resolution equipment available, but digital technologies were still in their infancy nearly 30 years ago when her first victim had been strapped to her operating table, so long ago that that first oil drum in her pond had long since rusted away.
She would sit in one of the rich leather chairs, a bottle of wine within easy reach, and browse through the folders, enjoying replaying the footage that had been captured in the very chamber in which she sat, savoring as the screams of the women who she had so mercilessly tortured once again echoed around the walls.
To be continued..